As much as I try not to - I find myself standing alone, staring at various things, the stars, the moon, clouds, trees, plants, rusted spots on rusted things, cracks in concrete, all…particles of everything - and I ask myself, “Why me?”

Act and be kind.
For the purposes of this world, believe
For the purposes of the next, the only, the Vast and All world, believe.
For the purposes of All, be you God.

If you understand this, you are God; if you do not understand this, you are God; if you are not God, you dont exist; if you dont exist, nothing eixsts; if nothing exists, all, everything exists anyhow; it makes no difference whether I, or noeither of us, exist; it makes no difference to say “God exists” or “God doesnt exist”; it makes no difference whether this is understood or not; it makes no difference whether you are, or are not he who is God; whether God is or isnt; whether he is all, or not all; whether he is all, or nothing at all; it makes no difference, difference, and the make of difference. For the purposes of this world, it makes no difference whether you believe in All or do not believe in God, all; in Truth, Death; it will happen anyway, but only as a vision, and it will only seem to happen, and it wont really happen, because you, it, and all things, and all conceptions of you, it, and all things, are but a visionary flower in the air. Since it’s all in the mind, all in the emptiness of all, that it will or will not happen, that you will recognize yourself as God, or not.