Vierge Folle.

info: twenty-one year old male diagnosed with hodgkin's lymphoma chronicling attempting to give the world a real-life & real time account of living with the disease, working through the treatment, and all the other obstacles thrown into the mix.



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La vie est la farce à mener par tous.

a season in hell

May 26

chemo in a few hrs - can’t sleep.

last weekend - starting with the daily neupogen shots









she’ll be back soon and this time i’ll make a conscious effort to get more pictures and write things down as well.

the neupogen really got to me. real bad bone pain - to the point of not being able to walk, but i went with it so as to make sure that she wouldn’t miss her flight. so far the bone pain and the pain of her leaving have been the only things i’ve experienced that were negative with all of this. she’ll be back - and so will the neupogen, at least i’ll be prepared for the pain from the neupogen, i unregrettably will probably never be prepared for the pain of her depatures. unregrettably of course - as the pain of loss is measured by the magnitude of what is lost - so i do not regret that i will never be prepared for her to leave my side, even if she is coming back soon, because she is that important to me. sort of a strange thing to explain with words.

anyway, chemo at 10:30 it is 6:15 right now, i should sleep momentarily. i have pertinent information to share, however now is not the time. perhaps after chemo if i am not adrift in sleep.

xo